Complex conflicting feelings

Currently in Taiwan alone.

Feeling extremely lonely, yet extremely fearful and anxious about SP joining me tomorrow and disrupting my zen.

Really wanting to talk to someone, yet completely put off by the prospect of having to “chat to someone next to you” at the conference.

I am decidedly an undecided woman.

P.S. The conference has proven to be incredibly boring. Some interesting talks on quality improvement and safety, but I am uninspired. There are many delegates, most of them Taiwanese, quite a few Singaporeans. BUT nobody wants to be friends with me. 😦

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